Reading gives you thoughts, writing gives you visualization. Your vision is thinking of yourself pursuing what you wish to happen to you. You can think big, believe immensely, imagine awfully but what’s going to work in the end is your vision.
Are you struggling to sit with your serenity and journal? And, if you get that steadiness; are you struggling to find what to write? And if even you know what to write you find it tough to pursue journaling on daily basis? Fortunately, you are exactly where you need to be.